Mar 13, 2006 14:09
i'm in a very trip-hop mood.
there's a few things i'm confused about. like...where am i going? the better question would be, where am i now? i feel like i'm waiting for something that's never going to happen, and i feel that practically causes me to give up on my dreams. i'm tired of settling, i'm tired of everyday being the same, and i'm tired of worrying if it's going to be like that for the rest of my life. i've been playing a lot music lately, and again, writing a lot of great stuff. it seems like when i'm in moments like these of pure confusion, i'm at my most artistic.
i'm going to des moines tonight, and i hope everything goes as planned and i come back in one piece, or two at the most.
you know...spring break isn't all that great. it's probably because everyone left me here in iowa to fend for myself. we all know i can't do that.