Mar 16, 2011 00:25
okay, listen.
sometimes it is best to keep quiet, just smile and nod and play dumb. sometimes it's best because it's easier to just turn a blind eye to it and walk away, never to approach it or see it again. but when you're pulled into some bullshit drama, when it's dropped into your lap and you didn't ask for it, then it's motherfucking war. that's when i just want so badly to crush the minds and hearts and spirits of human beings, which would happen in the process of revealing to them just how fucking pathetic they are. it'd be better for them really, in the end, if they could be made aware that their own self manufactured personalities and psychological makeup is in fact EMBARRASSING, disgusting, unexciting, and even a waste of fucking space. THEN maybe they might be able to see the light and work harder to make themselves more exciting. for my entertainment but also for the good of the world. or just my world.
anyway i just want so badly to hurt people in this roundabout positive way.
am i the only self righteous fuck here?
and sometimes, i want to be crushed. i want it because i need someone bigger than me and smarter than me, i need someone who's capable of crushing me. and now i'm bigheaded. or just in my own head completely, my own little world where breaches of security alien visitors are rare.
sometimes i can look at myself in an outsideoftheboxway and i find even myself embarrassing. so i know we all bleed red but i swear i'm better than some of those fucks, and if need be i'll just have to show them how. i'll have to stop smiling and nodding so much.
i'm going to make a fuck the world painting.
well, i already did but, i'm going to do it again.
literally a human being fucking the world/planet earth, ass out and everything.
it's okay because it's art. and it's okay because everyone feels like it at least sometimes.