A secret place
can't believe hols are ending in 3 days time. this is probably one of the most fulfilling dec hols ever because i made full use of my time but yet I still had my weekly dosage of me-time. so it's all good :)
i've been thinking a lot about choices relating to The-Next-Step lately. i have yet to make up my mind if i should pursue hons because i don't know what i want to do. i'm probably inflicted with short sightedness (pun intended) because i cannot, for the life of me, see anything beyond studying. everyone's been asking me what i want to do and i have no idea. okay? it's a little early cause technically i still have one last sem to go before i decide. but there's this niggling speech bubble that pops up at the back of my mind every now and then.
what if i do hons but i end up taking up a job in the private sector? then i waste one year and $$ since i've heard that grades' biggest impact is on the first job, and work experience matter much more later. what if i don't do hons and i see a job opening in the govt sector that i feel is my life calling? what if i choose to do hons and i can't maintain my cap?
so many what-ifs. I NEED SOME ILLUMINATION.