Moving.
It has been brought to my attention that my family will be moving to Joplin MO by mid August. This really bothers me a lot becaue I like my church here and here I actually have friends. I hang out with people at EU, but I don't feel that I have too many good friends that I can really talk to or just go and do stuff with. It is a long story why, but yeah don't worry if u are 1 of those people that I talk with or hang out with u are still sort of a friend for lack of a better word on a more shallow level. very few people at EU really know anything about me and I miss my friends when I am at skool, now I am being faced with the fact that I may never see my friends here again. cause after skool I will be going to Ireland so that dismisses the idea of just coming back after I graduate and I don't know anyone at EU who lives in College Station Texas that would be willing to give me rides down to visit. My parants say that God is moving us, but I don't see how God is in this, all I see is that my dad is mad cuase he doesn't want to live in poverty so because the only job that he has right now is in MO, that is where we are moving. I hate that about this family everytime we move it is because my dad gets a new job. Why can't it be a thing where everyone in the family has to agree upon. Life sux right now and yeah I have to go and break the news to my friends that I will be leaving them for good because my dad wants to move us. I told my parants that I want to rent an appartment down here so that I can still see my friends and stuff, but they say that that would be a waste of money and that my main priority should be skool. at this point i could care less about going back to EU, but I know that that is where God has me for now. I wish there was a way out of this whole stupid thing.