Feb 10, 2008 21:23
Church: Em wasn't there. The message was Revelations 3 and waking up. It was good. Sunday school was taught by a college professor. I got to talk. It was REALLY awesome. Then I went to the first sign language class. I'm currently learning "Here I am to Worship".
Time in between: Lunch while watching Torchwood and doing Euro.
Panera: Robie and I showed up at the exact same time. We talked a little but I mostly read.
Review: ((Sigh)) It was horrible. I totally embarrassed myself in front of Robie. I usually have no problem leading. He just took over. I'm not entirely sure why. Apparently everyone let's me take over. Maybe I should stop. I don't want to be controlling. Gosh, I just do it instinctively.
Study: I think I'm being really annoying or something. It's harder to judge Robie now. I don't know why. I'm usually fairly good at judging him. Maybe I've just been off lately. I want interrupt so much and its horrible. I don't know how to describe my emotions. I'm flamboyant in silly cases but I don't show them in occasions that really matter. I go between extremes of being apathetic and the feeling everything. But, I just left feeling horrible. Robie and I have been off lately or maybe it's just me. I'm tired of not being able to talk to people. No one wants to hear about me being a Latin teacher or my trip this summer. Sometimes I feel I should just not talk at all. I know Robie's not having any expectations because he doesn't want to be disappointed. But sometimes he has this confidence in me because he says for "when you're a Latin teacher" but then it's "if you really do". But I've never felt so sure of anything in my life that this is what I'm meant to do. I mean I may not be good at it at the moment as shown by the review, but...
P and P is on.
"The knowledge of past times and of the places on the earth is both an ornament and nutriment to the human mind."
Leonardo Da Vinci
"We could say it's an ablative of attendant circumstances. That's what you always say when you don't know." DKM
"Propertius should have been strangled when he was sixteen before he had a chance to commit all his grammatical ambiguities." -- DKM