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Ok, I'm not sure if I've talked to you guys about the crush I have on this guy in my program. but if I haven't his name is ...euh let's just all him N. I have a crush on him and he's strickly straight...he won't ever go out with me. He's been my friend since the beginning of the semester and today he invited me out to lunch with Raj and himself and Mat (my lab partner). Yeah, I think I blushed when he asked. Afterwards at the end of the day I helped him work out. I got to touch his abs and chest...he asked me to "feel my pecks dude" . He knows I'm gay but it doesn't bother him. I dunno, I think it's my first straight crush ...like real crush not just find hawt/ liking I'd go out with him in an instant if he asked me.