Time Goes By

[dr_d_shepherd]

I tried to rearrange everything and anything I could this morning, to be there with Aubrey, but there was just no way. I feel terrible about it, with everything that is going on she shouldn't have to be going through this alone. I should be there, holding her hand or having her tell me to get out of the room, something, anything but here running a hospital.

I know I'm not actually missing much, but I feel like I should be there. I feel like an ass for not being there. I don't want her thinking this means I won't be there for her through this, because that isn't true. I plan on being there for everything I can.

I make my way to the coffee cart and look at my watch, she's probably going in about now and I have an surgery in twenty minutes.