don't know why...
i'm looking for those footsteps and hoping that they will be yours because i think i'm getting closer to the edge again.
i feel like i'm about to step up to the edge of the cliff and be able to see all that lies below. that's a scary image and yet it fails to take away from the fact that it would just be easier to let go and fall even further. i know i need to turn around but i just can't yet seem to stop myself and its just getting worse- I'M letting it get worse and i don't even know why i'm letting it happen...
i feel like i'm about to step up to the edge of the cliff and be able to see all that lies below. that's a scary image and yet it fails to take away from the fact that it would just be easier to let go and fall even further. i know i need to turn around but i just can't yet seem to stop myself and its just getting worse- I'M letting it get worse and i don't even know why i'm letting it happen...