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ello ello...
today is going to be exciting, as are the next two days. i finally have two days off and i intend to live them up to the fullest. me, matt, and ali only have about two and half more weeks here and so we've got a list of things we need to do before we leave.
hopefully we'll all get a job in Crested Butte, Colorado. we'll leave here around the 3rd of November(after the international chili cookoff, head to a farm to work in either New Mexico or Colorado, or wherever, and then spend the winter working at a resort.
things have been dull since eric left, and even more dull since sammy left. so many good times were had, never to be easily forgotten. i got all sad when eric left, but every day, i focus on all the things i'm going to do in the very near future. things aren't bad, they're bound to get better, i'll meet more interesting people, see new and wonderous things, and while i may need to be frugile in my life style, my joy will be oh so plentiful.
ugh.
i sound like some hippie writing for a zen zine or something. it's true and weird though, while i'm not completely whole, or found, or even the least bit figured out...i for some reason, most of the time, feel at peace with myself. honestly, it's the best thing for me at this point in my life. not until recently have i ever felt so content with things. maybe not entirely, but at least enough to breathe freely.
today is going to be exciting, as are the next two days. i finally have two days off and i intend to live them up to the fullest. me, matt, and ali only have about two and half more weeks here and so we've got a list of things we need to do before we leave.
hopefully we'll all get a job in Crested Butte, Colorado. we'll leave here around the 3rd of November(after the international chili cookoff, head to a farm to work in either New Mexico or Colorado, or wherever, and then spend the winter working at a resort.
things have been dull since eric left, and even more dull since sammy left. so many good times were had, never to be easily forgotten. i got all sad when eric left, but every day, i focus on all the things i'm going to do in the very near future. things aren't bad, they're bound to get better, i'll meet more interesting people, see new and wonderous things, and while i may need to be frugile in my life style, my joy will be oh so plentiful.
ugh.
i sound like some hippie writing for a zen zine or something. it's true and weird though, while i'm not completely whole, or found, or even the least bit figured out...i for some reason, most of the time, feel at peace with myself. honestly, it's the best thing for me at this point in my life. not until recently have i ever felt so content with things. maybe not entirely, but at least enough to breathe freely.