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i hate facespace with all my guts.
i cannot even spend 20 minutes online to do homework without somehow making my self feel so completely shitty to the point of regurgitating my meals.
all it takes is that one difference to know that i am now chopped-liver to them all. what the fuck difference did my complicated existence ever make in their lives? i'm thrilled as fuck that they're not engulfed in sadness over my absence, although would it really be all that strenuous to still somewhat include me in their lives?
apparently so.
whatever.
i cannot even spend 20 minutes online to do homework without somehow making my self feel so completely shitty to the point of regurgitating my meals.
all it takes is that one difference to know that i am now chopped-liver to them all. what the fuck difference did my complicated existence ever make in their lives? i'm thrilled as fuck that they're not engulfed in sadness over my absence, although would it really be all that strenuous to still somewhat include me in their lives?
apparently so.
whatever.