My body feels like a cage nowadays, trapping me in this world, on this land, and beneath they sky. The atmosphere is heavy and my shoulder slump under its weight, causing my posture to suffer. I feel older than should and have woes that I should not. I have friends that aren't truly nice and few, I think, that are kind. I want more than anything ( Read more... )

"I need an easy friend". This is true, but I'm not entirely sure that I know how to have one. I don't want to ruin something that I would like to have, a friendship with this girl. I've haven't had a close friend that is a girl in a while, and I feel that I need that in my existence. All of my close friends are guys, three especially that I ( Read more... )

I have been drugging on benzos and alcohol for the past three days. Also for those three days and the one prior to my binge, I hadn't eaten for for days. I'm not trying to starve myself in any way, it's just that I haven't had much of an appetite for a while. I lost six pounds in a week and a half. Anywhoo, the last day that I fully remember is ( Read more... )