Oct 18, 2005 22:30
rob lent me magnolia. i dont know whether i liked it. its draining.
the cooking part of culinary school is amazing
im starting to understand jordan and our relationship. i like being his girlfriend.
he had a show last night and i really enjoyed myself. it was at grand emporium and they have the best booth. one million tiny tiny jesus' played after them and they were better than i thought. i had sorta seen them at the newsroom and they werent that good. last night though they were so much fun. everybody seemed to enjoy their night at the show. we went to dennys afterwards and it was a pretty fun time.
i kind of feel like i am now experiencing what i should have been going through in high school. i am just now figuring out what i think i want in a relationship. i feel that i might not have been in the right mindset for this in high school but i think that i just wanted to figure this out earlier. thats what i mean.
this year has gone by fast. i really like everyone at my school. i love my family, friends and boyfriend. i cant wait to go to san fransico. jill and matt are good. marlee, bella and jordan are also doing good. jordan, my brother, has another publishing deal and a free ride to graduate school. emily is dating tim. my parents are getting along better. jordan, my boyfriend, is going to record in los angeles in two weeks. he will be there for a week and i will miss him but i am happy for him. he really works hard at this. i admire his determination.
thursday i will be looking for a new job. i want to work at cup and saucer downtown. i went to an apartment downtown last week and it was beautiful and cheap. 2 bedroom is $650/month. i would love to work and live down there. i wouldnt mind still working at jack stack when they need me but right now they dont give me enough hours.
thats all for tonight.