goin to see Sean tomorrow ;]<33

Dec 26, 2002 15:40

So..my Christmas pretty much sucked a monkeys uncle but whutcha gonna do? not too much i guess ;x oh well maybe next year will be good. I think Sean will be livin' with me, so of course its gonna be good. My dad said we aint comin to NJ again for Christmas lol so whutever, i guess he still hates the cold weather. I hated everything bout Christmas, except for the 3 minutes i actually got to talk to my baby <3!@# everyone keeps telling me to shut up, my grandmother keeps making fun of me and calling me fat. It snowed for the first time in 30 years yesterday. I got my period today which sucked so much ass, cuz im going to see Sean ;] but.. blood never hurt nobody. hehe im such a freek but whutever..s'all good in the chinky hood.

I didnt get too much shit. Most of it i could have bought myself. And my dad wondered why i didnt want anything. Thats why..cuz people suck at buying presents lol but i guess im thankful for what i did get. All i really wanted for Christmas was my baby. His dad asked me if i got everything i wanted, and my exact words were "nope, i havent gotten to Mass yet" ;]<33 I love my baby, and he's all i wanted. And i damn well better get him!@#

I was supposed to go down the shore today so see my "sister" but my dad changed his mind. I had to give her, the present i bought her but i guess ill send it in the mail. I got my mother a present but since she called me a bitch and isnt nice to me i think im gonna return it and get my money back. Go ahead and send your presents bitch, i'll burn them ;] i cant believe her..no present for her this year. i hope i still have the receit. I'll buy myself something else..or i'll spend it on Sean.. whatever he wants..i'll get for him <33

Ive been spending alot of time at my aunts house, im here like every day because she has cable and a computer..which are always good to have. my grandmother doesnt have anything and my dad said he cant wait to get to Mass because theres cable and my baby <33 I cant wait to see him tomorrow, i hope the roads are okay because if not i cant see him..i gotta check the news or something. please be ok roads! i wanna be with my baby soo bad ;] He's all i wanted for Christmas and i hope i get him.

I dont think im gonna be able to comment everyones journal till i get back to mi casa in florida. i like to be alone when i comment cuz i know im not being rushed or gettin' in anyones way cuz its my damn computer, and my rooms comfy and i try to take my time when i read peoples entries. so if i havent gotten to you yet, i will when i get my buns home and unpacked. give me a few days..be patient lil peoples or imma pop you in the nose! ;]

I have only chilled with one of my fwends so far. Nikki! and we ended up going to Toni's house and chillin' but it wasnt much cuz we just chilled in Andrews room ( gross ) and talked to Shelly online and Nikki downloaded an ICP song for me because i wasnt looking too good. i kinda felt shitty. the person who i REALLY wanna chill with before i leave is my homie G..bicep bellow <33 i miss her so much and imma try my hardest to chill with her at some point. I'll call her later and she what shes doing, i hope she's home and can go out or imma be sad ;[

Welps i better get going..imma chill online for a lil bit and watch some CABLE ;x lol everyone have a nice rest of your vacation. i'll update when i get home. wish me luck with tomorrow..everyone pray that i can go because i really want to..damn weather. okie well byees MCL <33

-hatchet bitch
cant wait to see you tomorrow Sean sweetie <333
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