Stressed?
This whole weekend I felt gulity of nothing.
Mentally i was just... Horrible.
It was bad.
My Mother was away.
She was up in Vermont.
I really would rather not talking about the show yesterday.
Im sorry you guys for getting your hopes up.
But bringing them down.
There was alot of miscommuniation.
My father bought me a new watch yesterday at the mall.
I felt really gulity going shopping instead of going to the show.
But my watch is AMAZING.
I just found out today that my fathers stress test that he took on Thrusday, or Friday, came back positive.
And i just learned that, that means one of his artorites(spelling?) to his heart is blocked up.
This will be my fathers thrid of fourth surgery this summer.
And his 5 millionth surgery in life.
(i think?)
On wednesday he was suppost to get his knee done.
Then two or three weeks later, his nose, for his majorly bad alleriges.
Well since his has to get surgery on his heart, he doesnt think that he is going to hace the two other surgerys.
I remember when he got surgery when i was a little kid.
But he was about ten years younger.
This is different now.
I was talking to him about this retirement money.
And if he retires next year then it will be 40 years teaching.
But he told me, that he doesnt know if hes going back next year.
It all depends on the way he feels, and the way the surgery goes.
Tomorrow and Tuesday I'm going to be up state at Sunny Morrisville.
Yes, my brother, Matt;s school.
And Yes, my other brothers, Charile's new school.
Its the little tour thing around campus and such.
I really dont want to go.
But i have too.
I really need a hug.
And i need Emily Marie back here now.
Maybe I should call her in Monutak.
Maybe Her dad is there.
Her dad if my father's new doctor.
He doesnt know about the stress test yet.
Im Lost in all of this.