It Has Been 12 Days Since My Last LJ - And These Are My Sins . . .
Let me get some silly things out of the way first . . .
Steven a.k.a. Adolf Hitler said to me last night "Everyone was probably split up into cliques weren't they? Yeah... If I was there I would've brought the cliques together." We are 'those kids' and he is the leader of 'those kids'. I think he's the only person who is actually allowed to be on an ego trip without people disliking him for it. It's pretty hilarious and perfectly A-Ok.
It's not me to write what I'm listening to in my entries in that spot where you're supposed to put it . . . So right now . . . I'm recommending that you all try to get your hands on whatever tracks you can from 'Louder Now' by Taking Back Sunday. It's release date is April 25th but a good amount of the 11 tracks have already leaked. My favorite from them all is 'Spin', so you should try and check that out.
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I fell victim to several areas of awkwardness last night, and became mentally lost. Believe me, I didn't plan for it to happen. One of the main reasons I went where I did last night was to get drunk and escape the drama that tries to incapture our lives. What happens? I walk up to the hangout spot and I'm greeted by drama. It didn't really stop throughout the whole night. I just shut down and wanted to leave as quick as possible. Oh and guess what? That didn't happen either. I had to stay until 12.
People as a 'species' are so weird. They talk shit and they give dirty looks constantly. They hurt each other, they use each other, they hate each other, and they can't co-exist with each other. I just want to be with a group for once that is just fine with everything. Everyone would like each other, and no one would be a dick to anyone around them. It's just that some people thrive off of drama. They simply cannot live without it. It makes me so uncomfortable . . .
Do you know what I noticed? A lot of people seem like me. They can say what I just said . . . They say they hate drama, but they're constantly engulfed in it. I understand that some people just have periods of 'bad luck', but come on! If you're always the center of horrible things, don't you eventually start to look in the mirror and realize that it might be your fault?
Okay, look . . . I know that anything I will do or say as the days go on will have less and less value to them. That's because I'm going to disappear about two months from now, and then attempt to reappear 5 months from now. There's going to be a lot of 'falling out' during that time. Here's to me trying to convince you all that I matter again in September. Cheers, people. seanie_
Steven a.k.a. Adolf Hitler said to me last night "Everyone was probably split up into cliques weren't they? Yeah... If I was there I would've brought the cliques together." We are 'those kids' and he is the leader of 'those kids'. I think he's the only person who is actually allowed to be on an ego trip without people disliking him for it. It's pretty hilarious and perfectly A-Ok.
It's not me to write what I'm listening to in my entries in that spot where you're supposed to put it . . . So right now . . . I'm recommending that you all try to get your hands on whatever tracks you can from 'Louder Now' by Taking Back Sunday. It's release date is April 25th but a good amount of the 11 tracks have already leaked. My favorite from them all is 'Spin', so you should try and check that out.
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I fell victim to several areas of awkwardness last night, and became mentally lost. Believe me, I didn't plan for it to happen. One of the main reasons I went where I did last night was to get drunk and escape the drama that tries to incapture our lives. What happens? I walk up to the hangout spot and I'm greeted by drama. It didn't really stop throughout the whole night. I just shut down and wanted to leave as quick as possible. Oh and guess what? That didn't happen either. I had to stay until 12.
People as a 'species' are so weird. They talk shit and they give dirty looks constantly. They hurt each other, they use each other, they hate each other, and they can't co-exist with each other. I just want to be with a group for once that is just fine with everything. Everyone would like each other, and no one would be a dick to anyone around them. It's just that some people thrive off of drama. They simply cannot live without it. It makes me so uncomfortable . . .
Do you know what I noticed? A lot of people seem like me. They can say what I just said . . . They say they hate drama, but they're constantly engulfed in it. I understand that some people just have periods of 'bad luck', but come on! If you're always the center of horrible things, don't you eventually start to look in the mirror and realize that it might be your fault?
Okay, look . . . I know that anything I will do or say as the days go on will have less and less value to them. That's because I'm going to disappear about two months from now, and then attempt to reappear 5 months from now. There's going to be a lot of 'falling out' during that time. Here's to me trying to convince you all that I matter again in September. Cheers, people. seanie_