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What in the hell has happened to me over the past few years??! I mean really?
Lost, Addicted, No Friends, No Guidance, No Family.
I just want to be well again. To Feel again. To Love Again. To Work Again.
I've been finding myself scheming up plans of old just to get by. How sad is that?
I need to upshift to 4th BUT GOD I DO NOT KNOW HOW. I am weak, tired. I JUST WANT TO MOVE ON.
... ive seen so much, learned so much. I have so much to offer..but no one to give it to.
maybe one day i'll figure this out. but, i do know this, winter is here again, and I walk it alone...cold, and alone.
Lost, Addicted, No Friends, No Guidance, No Family.
I just want to be well again. To Feel again. To Love Again. To Work Again.
I've been finding myself scheming up plans of old just to get by. How sad is that?
I need to upshift to 4th BUT GOD I DO NOT KNOW HOW. I am weak, tired. I JUST WANT TO MOVE ON.
... ive seen so much, learned so much. I have so much to offer..but no one to give it to.
maybe one day i'll figure this out. but, i do know this, winter is here again, and I walk it alone...cold, and alone.