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WOW JDS party was sooo fun!! Didnt spend the night at sophias though. She seemed kinda weirded out. I think she was mad that Katie wanted to spend the night. She was also seemed annoyed we wore leaving before them. I dont know Im too tired anyways. I love sophia and Nora though. Great girls. Katie and I got molested though. The worst part is, is that it was probably by Mark Corbin. Someone turned the lights off. It was scary Katie and I ran outside. I wanted to go in the pool but I forgot a swimsuit :-(. Gareth was really lame. He went to his car to get drunk and what not. But Katie and I convinced little Ryan to stay. I love that kid he is so awesome. He lives near me too. I had fun dancing to techno with Katie, we did raver moves. Then I played smash brothers which I suck at. And then I went home. Such a great night past 8.
We lost. My senior year. I cried. It was awful everything I did just seemed like a waste. I was really angry I kept wondering why didnt they try? But I dont think I will ever understand or really forgive them. I had a great performance becuase i gave it everything I had. Eveeryone else should have too. I just kinda lost it when no one came back to roll thier flags and I had to do it for them. I just started crying. None of my friends have ever seen me cry mind you. Its a rare occasion that you see me cry or that you are aware of me crying (I hate the attention it brings you.) But I was just thinking this is the same reason why we lost. Because we dont care. this season sucked. We started out with 22 girls. We ended with 13. Why would you quit.. I think thats lame. Im angry. I think its the gaurds fault we lost. I apologize to the band I dont think I will be doing winter season now.
Love you,
Lindsey
We lost. My senior year. I cried. It was awful everything I did just seemed like a waste. I was really angry I kept wondering why didnt they try? But I dont think I will ever understand or really forgive them. I had a great performance becuase i gave it everything I had. Eveeryone else should have too. I just kinda lost it when no one came back to roll thier flags and I had to do it for them. I just started crying. None of my friends have ever seen me cry mind you. Its a rare occasion that you see me cry or that you are aware of me crying (I hate the attention it brings you.) But I was just thinking this is the same reason why we lost. Because we dont care. this season sucked. We started out with 22 girls. We ended with 13. Why would you quit.. I think thats lame. Im angry. I think its the gaurds fault we lost. I apologize to the band I dont think I will be doing winter season now.
Love you,
Lindsey