Jun 02, 2008 17:18
chomping down mt lunchtime fallafel at Mike's place, I just moved in here, but I'm still not comfortable calling it ours. Changes come so rapidly sometimes that it's hard to keep up with them; Arwain and Kaileigh wanting desperately to move to L.A., Daddy sorting his life out, Ian coming and going as quickly as he appeared, and moving and saving for and even bigger transition that rests on the horizon for myself. It's all very exciting, but along with the thrill of it all comes the usual awkwardness that all change brings with it.
I have access to a computer here (obviously), so I'll be able to spend down time poking around the internet in search of the next step. I have to admire the way my brother went to Europe with out a real plan, but I've decided that I should explore some options for short term employment in different places so that I I don't get there and have to come back a month later.
Plans scare me because they tend to fall through, but I have faith that things will work out one way or another. Four months left before it's time to go, four thousand dollars more would be ideal, but I think I could swing it on three total if I had to; John did.
If you're reading Skotie, I really miss you!