god damn alcohol
Once again I have drank myself into a drunken state of lonilness. Sharps was dead and Rebecca passed out of me so I was stuck there with no guys to even flirt with to even satisfy a little taste of my lonlieness. Just someone to hold for christ sakes, thats all no sex, dont even care for it..just a hold, maybe a kiss. Damn this sucks. I want a hug....