i just want to be closer to you...
I think I fall more in love with Brandi Carlile every time I listen to her. I am seriously going to propose to her when I see her but then I probably won't be able to speak. I'll probably cry alot like when I saw jennifer holiday. I'm beyond excited since that same week will be the premiere of Grey's.
Life is good. I cleaned my room a little yesterday and didn't get much of anything done but at the same time I did. i am a little tired though. I appreciate the 3 day weekend, i needed it badly.
I had a great talk with Kelly last night. It was kind of funny because we were boiling some water for my tea in between episodes of Golden Girls (i know we're such old ladies) and just talking about random things. and I said "i realized this weekend I'm single and all that means" and she was like "thank you! i was just thinking the other day, i would like some love". And I thought I agree with her but only a little bit. As always I know I have a lot of work to do on myself and such but I also have learned that I need alone time. Real alone time or I really don't feel balanced. And this is hard for me to accept because I love people so much but the problem is that I get addicted to not being alone and that's not at all a good thing for me. *sigh*, self revelations have been happening so frequently lately, it's a bit alarming like i'm preparing for something. But who is to say what that something is?
Life is good. I cleaned my room a little yesterday and didn't get much of anything done but at the same time I did. i am a little tired though. I appreciate the 3 day weekend, i needed it badly.
I had a great talk with Kelly last night. It was kind of funny because we were boiling some water for my tea in between episodes of Golden Girls (i know we're such old ladies) and just talking about random things. and I said "i realized this weekend I'm single and all that means" and she was like "thank you! i was just thinking the other day, i would like some love". And I thought I agree with her but only a little bit. As always I know I have a lot of work to do on myself and such but I also have learned that I need alone time. Real alone time or I really don't feel balanced. And this is hard for me to accept because I love people so much but the problem is that I get addicted to not being alone and that's not at all a good thing for me. *sigh*, self revelations have been happening so frequently lately, it's a bit alarming like i'm preparing for something. But who is to say what that something is?