Got lost along the way
Hi. My name is Sam... not that you didn't know that... i was just refreshing your memories considering i haven't been on here in...o... forever. lol. mom reloaded her firewalls which keeps me off of l.j. at home. right now i'm at the spartanburg public library headquarters. woo.
lots goin on ... lots. having difficulty getting an education and havin more and more brushes with my past. guess i should slow down and elaborate right? right.
hm... ok. went to u.e. last year as yall know, but wasn't going to return this year. i was going to go to the university of southern indiana (still in evansville). i got excepted and all the above... but...but the banks screwed me over with loans. so i'm here, in spartanburg, with my parents. i'm attending the university of south carolina upstate but having issues here too. see they say i'm not a resident cause i haven't lived here long enough and my parents didnt get they're information switched over to south carolina early enough. but since we did move entirely and all that junk... i'm not a resident of florida anymore. so basically i'm an alien cause i can't claim residency any where! geez. so we're appealin them. but... but if they dont approve it and give me residency rates for this semester than i have to leave school till january. cause my parents can't afford out of state tuition. see the deal i made with my rents was that they'll pay for first semester which gives me a few months to save what i can for second semester and then i take over payment for my education come january. ... so... yea this is a pain in the ass. i dont want to leave school now cause i'm enjoyin it. i love my classes. the only thing i dont like is the fact taht i'm livin at home. it sucks. ... ... o yea. forgot to mention... i'm considering joining either ZPB or DZ. i'd prefer DZ but... eh. i'm not sure yet. depends on dues. can u imagine? me... a sorority chick?! lol. it'll be interesting to say the least.
on a different note... i got a message from kimmy a few weeks back. it was interesting talking to her again. i thought it was going to be alright... but then... i dunno.. haven't heard from her in about a week or two. so... maybe it was a fluke. i asked a few friends about it and they said to stay away cause it seemed fucked up to them... but i can't bring myself to look at it like that. i mean at one point in time she was my best friend. i'm not going to shut the door on her if she wants back in. i'm not like that... they should know that. should being the key word.
other than kimmy i got an email from christine! woo! how many times have i posted entries in my journal or left her comments cause i missed her and wanted that back!? geez... and *poof* the other day there it was.. an email. we talk everynow and then. i love havin her back in my life. i'm just sorry of the terms inwhich it is. i mean... she said that basically i got sacrificed to eliminate difficulties with others in her life (others mainly being just one in particular)... but now since said person isn't in her life... she's lookin to have back what she lost... including me. i'm ecstatic...i'm just hoping that i wont get kicked to the curb next time... but thats the risk right? nothing in life comes without risk. ... *shrug* i'm just happy. woo!
ok i just got the watch tap from dad... have to go pick up my sister now. lata yall! i love you!!!!
p.s. check it out, tell me what u think: http://community.webshots.com/user/samwithnoh
all my love
sam
lots goin on ... lots. having difficulty getting an education and havin more and more brushes with my past. guess i should slow down and elaborate right? right.
hm... ok. went to u.e. last year as yall know, but wasn't going to return this year. i was going to go to the university of southern indiana (still in evansville). i got excepted and all the above... but...but the banks screwed me over with loans. so i'm here, in spartanburg, with my parents. i'm attending the university of south carolina upstate but having issues here too. see they say i'm not a resident cause i haven't lived here long enough and my parents didnt get they're information switched over to south carolina early enough. but since we did move entirely and all that junk... i'm not a resident of florida anymore. so basically i'm an alien cause i can't claim residency any where! geez. so we're appealin them. but... but if they dont approve it and give me residency rates for this semester than i have to leave school till january. cause my parents can't afford out of state tuition. see the deal i made with my rents was that they'll pay for first semester which gives me a few months to save what i can for second semester and then i take over payment for my education come january. ... so... yea this is a pain in the ass. i dont want to leave school now cause i'm enjoyin it. i love my classes. the only thing i dont like is the fact taht i'm livin at home. it sucks. ... ... o yea. forgot to mention... i'm considering joining either ZPB or DZ. i'd prefer DZ but... eh. i'm not sure yet. depends on dues. can u imagine? me... a sorority chick?! lol. it'll be interesting to say the least.
on a different note... i got a message from kimmy a few weeks back. it was interesting talking to her again. i thought it was going to be alright... but then... i dunno.. haven't heard from her in about a week or two. so... maybe it was a fluke. i asked a few friends about it and they said to stay away cause it seemed fucked up to them... but i can't bring myself to look at it like that. i mean at one point in time she was my best friend. i'm not going to shut the door on her if she wants back in. i'm not like that... they should know that. should being the key word.
other than kimmy i got an email from christine! woo! how many times have i posted entries in my journal or left her comments cause i missed her and wanted that back!? geez... and *poof* the other day there it was.. an email. we talk everynow and then. i love havin her back in my life. i'm just sorry of the terms inwhich it is. i mean... she said that basically i got sacrificed to eliminate difficulties with others in her life (others mainly being just one in particular)... but now since said person isn't in her life... she's lookin to have back what she lost... including me. i'm ecstatic...i'm just hoping that i wont get kicked to the curb next time... but thats the risk right? nothing in life comes without risk. ... *shrug* i'm just happy. woo!
ok i just got the watch tap from dad... have to go pick up my sister now. lata yall! i love you!!!!
p.s. check it out, tell me what u think: http://community.webshots.com/user/samwithnoh
all my love
sam