FINALLY!!!!
finally we fixed mom's computer and now i can email and update... woo! lol...
i'm bouncing off the walls again WHOA i'm looking like a fool again WHOA
i miss claire! i miss amanda! truth be told i miss everything and everyone that has to do with evansville! lol... i really really do.
i haven't talked to or heard from branden since i left jackie and the guys standing on the back patio of phi tau the day i left... i did, however, hear from jake (via claire) and melissa that branden got kicked out of his house because of bad grades... and wont be returning to UE in the fall. i feel bad for the guy and at the same time... i feel nothing at all. i've basically said that... if he wants anything to do with me he knows where to find me... things between us got insanely confusing the last week of school. and everyone noticed - so it's not like i'm imagining this or anything. so... whatever. i still feel the same about him, i just... have no desire to see him or talk to him... or any of that. i wouldn't mind a phone call... i wont flip out if i see him next year at a party at the house... i'm just not going to search him out. granted... yes... we both used each other, but somewhere in the middle of it i messed up and i fell. who cares how it started, its what you've got that counts. but whatever... its done. lol. he'll go down in the books as one of the great. he's a great guy and once he drops that frat boy persona he's going to make some one very... very happy. lol she'll be the luckiest girl in the world.
alright. dinner's ready. catch yall later!
i'm bouncing off the walls again WHOA i'm looking like a fool again WHOA
i miss claire! i miss amanda! truth be told i miss everything and everyone that has to do with evansville! lol... i really really do.
i haven't talked to or heard from branden since i left jackie and the guys standing on the back patio of phi tau the day i left... i did, however, hear from jake (via claire) and melissa that branden got kicked out of his house because of bad grades... and wont be returning to UE in the fall. i feel bad for the guy and at the same time... i feel nothing at all. i've basically said that... if he wants anything to do with me he knows where to find me... things between us got insanely confusing the last week of school. and everyone noticed - so it's not like i'm imagining this or anything. so... whatever. i still feel the same about him, i just... have no desire to see him or talk to him... or any of that. i wouldn't mind a phone call... i wont flip out if i see him next year at a party at the house... i'm just not going to search him out. granted... yes... we both used each other, but somewhere in the middle of it i messed up and i fell. who cares how it started, its what you've got that counts. but whatever... its done. lol. he'll go down in the books as one of the great. he's a great guy and once he drops that frat boy persona he's going to make some one very... very happy. lol she'll be the luckiest girl in the world.
alright. dinner's ready. catch yall later!