This christmas
While children all over the world are wishing for toys, games, money, etc. I am wishing for only one thing; I want everyone else to have a happy holidays. Whether you are Jew, Christian, Rastafarian, Pastafarian, Agnostic, Atheist or whatever, I just wish for you to be happy. I want nothing for me for I have done no good deeds deserving of presents, but as long as everyone I know is happy, safe, warm and loved, then I can be at peace.
I plan to spend tomorrow alone, as my annual plans have taken a rather sharp turn away from their usual. I know not what I will do or where I will end up, but know that if you should happen across my path, so much as a smile will be more than enough for me.
This year I've been a selfish, crude, egocentric brat, and as such I deserve to be alone. I've been a burden, and though I can't give anything back to anyone I won't take anything more when there are others that have done more to earn it.
"Once bitten, and twice shy,
I keep my distance,
but you still catch my eye..."
To anyone I've had feelings for this year: Obviously nothing happened between any of us, but no matter I still miss you, and I wish you only the best and hope that you find all the love you deserve this coming year. Even if I was to give you my still-beating heart it wouldn't be enough, but I still want nothing but the best for you. Also, smile more, you look so much more beautiful when you're beaming with happiness.
Well, I've said my peace, next entry will be my new years' resolution. Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night.
I plan to spend tomorrow alone, as my annual plans have taken a rather sharp turn away from their usual. I know not what I will do or where I will end up, but know that if you should happen across my path, so much as a smile will be more than enough for me.
This year I've been a selfish, crude, egocentric brat, and as such I deserve to be alone. I've been a burden, and though I can't give anything back to anyone I won't take anything more when there are others that have done more to earn it.
"Once bitten, and twice shy,
I keep my distance,
but you still catch my eye..."
To anyone I've had feelings for this year: Obviously nothing happened between any of us, but no matter I still miss you, and I wish you only the best and hope that you find all the love you deserve this coming year. Even if I was to give you my still-beating heart it wouldn't be enough, but I still want nothing but the best for you. Also, smile more, you look so much more beautiful when you're beaming with happiness.
Well, I've said my peace, next entry will be my new years' resolution. Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night.