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Okay, so I totally forgot to mention this yesterday. Right now I'm in Talara, a northen city of Peru, for this small project. Well, the work in itself won't take longer than four or five days, but I've just arrived and I'm going back to Lima tomorrow afternoon, so I will only have been here for about a day and two hours. *g* I like these trips, because I miss Lima and home a bit too much when I'm away, or maybe it was just when I'm in the middle of nowhere with no way to communicate with the outside world (until I'm send back to Malvinas, of course).
Still torn about the decision of getting back with Jose. Will always be torn, because it has come to the point that I have no idea what it is I'm doing, and if I'm doing the right thing or not. I do gotta say, and gotta admit, that seeing Tania get married to Miguel and then, not two days ago, the day before Jose called, seeing the picture of their shower right before their wedding, kinda made me think things through. The picture was of the two of them in this get together they had, Miguel saying how it was the anniversary of their meeting, nine years since they had met in college. And it reminded me... it reminded me of meeting Jose. I don't quite remember meeting him, it was THAT long ago, but I remember... or I think I remember, him, being pulled to our small group by Fernando (because Jose is/was so quiet, he wouldn't have made friends on his own, ever) and then Fernando introducing Jose to us (to Cinthya and me) and... and then my memory jumps to the four of us, on our break, and Jose offering me Glacitas, these cookies that are still sold, and even now, they remind me of him.
I'm pathetic, I know. Not denying that.
Still torn about the decision of getting back with Jose. Will always be torn, because it has come to the point that I have no idea what it is I'm doing, and if I'm doing the right thing or not. I do gotta say, and gotta admit, that seeing Tania get married to Miguel and then, not two days ago, the day before Jose called, seeing the picture of their shower right before their wedding, kinda made me think things through. The picture was of the two of them in this get together they had, Miguel saying how it was the anniversary of their meeting, nine years since they had met in college. And it reminded me... it reminded me of meeting Jose. I don't quite remember meeting him, it was THAT long ago, but I remember... or I think I remember, him, being pulled to our small group by Fernando (because Jose is/was so quiet, he wouldn't have made friends on his own, ever) and then Fernando introducing Jose to us (to Cinthya and me) and... and then my memory jumps to the four of us, on our break, and Jose offering me Glacitas, these cookies that are still sold, and even now, they remind me of him.
I'm pathetic, I know. Not denying that.