I know it sucks now, but if he can't see how amazing you are, how much you sacrificed for him and your relationship, he's the one who will end up regretting what he lost. You deserve the best.
It does such now, and from time to time I remember something (doing this or that with him, and how it was so much fun and stuff) and I kinda cringe and tell myself he's an ass and that I'm single and that everything is going to work out.
I thought I was doing the right thing, I really did, in encouranging him to go to Spain and do that and be that person and I thought, god, I thought if I don't do this, if I don't support him, then ten or twenty years from now he might look back and think "I could have done that, I could have been better, but you didn't allow me" and I didn't want to be that person, so I wasn't. And god, it all comes back to bite me in the ass. And I knew, in a way, I knew that it could come back to bite me in the ass and my being certain we could survive it would be my one flaw and guess at the end, I was right, huh?
Oh, well. No crying in an office, specially one that isn't mine.
Thanks so much babe. Really. It's nice to know people care.
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I know it sucks now, but if he can't see how amazing you are, how much you sacrificed for him and your relationship, he's the one who will end up regretting what he lost. You deserve the best.
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I thought I was doing the right thing, I really did, in encouranging him to go to Spain and do that and be that person and I thought, god, I thought if I don't do this, if I don't support him, then ten or twenty years from now he might look back and think "I could have done that, I could have been better, but you didn't allow me" and I didn't want to be that person, so I wasn't. And god, it all comes back to bite me in the ass. And I knew, in a way, I knew that it could come back to bite me in the ass and my being certain we could survive it would be my one flaw and guess at the end, I was right, huh?
Oh, well. No crying in an office, specially one that isn't mine.
Thanks so much babe. Really. It's nice to know people care.
*HUGGLES TIGHT*
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