go find some tp for your bungholes people, im alive, its true.
this is hank. hank is retawded. is also my love muffin. end of story.
SO. wow. hey. im not dead, see?!? just havnt had anything to say in the last year and some odd months.
no really, i have. ha, a ton. but whatever. lets just say i came across all my old stuff, got a little sentimental & realized that i probably need this. for my own sanity. seeing as ive got all these issues & not many options on how to work them out... ranting to myself on the internet might help. and, i will save hundreds of dollars on therapy! bonus. kidding. well maybe. moving on.
so yeah. not that anyone cares, im not asking you to, but i will once again be posting my long novels full of my ever dramatic tales of emotional woe.. hooray. but really this will be good for me. to be able to hash shit out without actually having to make somebody listen to me. yeah.
and seeing as i technically made this a friends only deal? and this is obviously not a friends only post... i will probably be doing a mix up. decided im pretty much going to use this thing for my tell-all hold nothing back bare your soul kinda deal. since i really cant share every single one of my thoughts and emotions with anybody at this point in time.. it will be quite relieving. so you wanna know how im really feeling? youll find it here. ask me to my face & depending on who you are.. you may or may not get the truth. because ive found sharing your emotions with people who are only going to be negative about it, is really quite exhausting. so.
thats pretty much that. ive probably od'd on LJ.. at least for one day. im a lightweight again. and since i havnt actually posted anything in months, just stalked my friends page, theres all kinds of new shit that i have no idea WTF it is and how to go about it. so ill be playing. hence the hank. isnt he sexy. so.
in a nutshell for those who care.. ive got a good job that i love, pay sucks but i can deal for right now. im in school for something i love and actually doing good. ive almost doubled my furry family.. added another cat and another horse and i want another dog however that is proving to be difficult to accomplish. im still with jason.. been a year and almost 9 months now, officially. things are good for the almost-most part, but all those lovely details will work themselves out later. still at home, but im comfortable here. still working on myself. thats pretty much it.
sooo till next time pikeys. laterr.