Diary of a Poly Kinkster - Chapter 3
Chapter 3 - Kelly .... My first submissive
Adam and I fell into a comfortable friendship pretty early on. We were great friends and our friendship was blossoming. I still kept in close contact with my good friends from my previous school and we all hung out regularly. I was around 15 when I started reading the "Interview with the Vampire" series. I also happened to read Anne Rice's "The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty" BDSM series which of course became some of my favorite books. One of my good friends Jake from my old school knew I was really into Anne Rice when he bumped into a young girl named Kelly. She happened to be reading the Anne Rice books. He gave her my number.
Kelly gave me a call one Saturday and told me she knew Jake. She talked about the books and I was immediately interested. She hadn't brought up the Beauty books yet, but she was the only one I knew into the Vampire Chronicles at that time. That first night we talked for hours. We compared notes on other books. We talked movies. We talked TV. It was the beginning of a long and interesting relationship. When I wasn't with Adam, I was talking to Kelly on the phone. When I wasn't there, I was playing hockey. We hadn't officially met yet as neither of us could legally drive and we were still in high school, but we spent more time on the phone than most couples do in real life. I would tell Adam about Kelly and he did his best to feign interest. I learned pretty quick not to bring her up so much around him. Our friendship was still strong but now there was a tension there. I also figured out to not get on the phone with her when he spent the night. The nights that Adam wasn't over, I would fall asleep on the phone with Kelly from us talking all night. Eventually I cautiously approached the subject of the Beauty series. As soon as I did, the conversations changed. They went from vampires and movies to kink. She wasn't as knowledgeable on the subject as I was seeing as how she didn't spend hours on the computer learning, but what she lacked in knowledge she made up for in excitement. When she heard I was kinky, the questions started flying. Up until this moment, I had assumed I was the only one. Sure, I had talked to gay guys on the computer and read stories, but never actually met anyone who was so interested. Even my friend a few years back had only done it on a dare and didn't know anything about it. The beast in me roared to life like a lake of gasoline sparked by a match. I was no longer alone. I was no longer the only one with these dark urges. I had to meet this girl.... We talked about our sexual fantasies endlessly. We were young and untrained in the arts of both love and pain, so we explored without abandon. There was one small catch....both of us had fantasies from the submissive side. Our first meeting didn't take place for a full year after we started talking. It was just after my 16th birthday when I said yes to meeting up with her and my two friends from my old school. Adam opted out. We met at one of the bigger malls in Houston at the food court. I expected a young girl with auburn curly hair, but I really didn't know what to expect in terms of looks. This was after all the days when the internet was still new and not everyone had Facbeook or a Collarme profile. What I found was a really hot young auburn haired girl :) She was a drill team member which kept her in shape. I was floored. Would I ever find a girl like this again? Both kinky and hot? I made my move fast. We dropped her off at her house that night and I kissed her. Seeing as how I was painfully shy, a kiss on a first date for me was a very rare thing indeed. She tasted like strawberry lip gloss. We met on a Saturday. We talked all day on the phone on Sunday. I didn't see Adam again until Monday. He was quiet the whole time I talked about the experience. There was a side of myself I still hid from him and that's my kinky side. To him, it just seemed like I was excited about a pretty girl. To me, I found someone who both accepted and loved my darker side. He didn't understand. He couldn't understand.
The next four months were a period of sexual awakening for me. Moreso than before. I had a girlfriend now and she knew my kink. When we spent time alone together, we would make out for hours. Making out turned into heavy petting. Heavy petting turned into me tying her up and going down on her. That turned into more control games. Exhibitionism. Orgasm denial. It grew and grew. We were children playing at adult games but we took to it like ducks to water. We were on fire with lust and curiosity. Seeing as how we didn't have our own place to play, exhibitionism became our specialty. The park, the mall, a restaurant, there was no were that was off limits. Looking back, it's amazing we were never caught...more than once.
Because I had more knowledge and in general was a more dominant person than her, I took the lead. We tried switching once or twice but it just ended up with me on top anyway. There were rules we developed even early on. She was not allowed to cum without my permission. She had to masturbate to the brink every night but not go past the edge or else she was punished. At times, she would wear a dog's choke chain out in public. People just thought she was a goth or punk of course. I kept the key to the lock with me. When we went on dates, she was to wear a skirt with no panties. Or she would be wearing some and I'd make her take them off in the bathroom. All this before we even had actual sex.
4 months into our relationship, we finally had sex. We were both virgins and my mom was out for the night (as usual). It was of course awkward and not great. It hurt :) Neither of us knew much about the actual act of intercourse so we made several mistakes. Wrong condom size for one so it was painful for both of us. It was nice, but vanilla. We had vanilla sex 3 more times after that, and then blew the doors off of kinky sex. Looking back, I can't remember ever doing it vanilla again.
We grew more and more daring with our kink. We got into rope. We got into bonds. Insertables. Whatever we could afford as teens with retail jobs, we would use. We would sneak into the park behind her house and I would tie her up to the slides and we would fuck like bunnies on Viagra. Then there was the time we got caught. It was a Saturday night, just like any other and we drove to one of our favorite parks. I had her tied up in the back seat and we were in the middle of it when a cop car came racing into the park.
Now, just to put this in context - This is Texas. The Harris County Sherrif's department deputies still wear cowboy hats here. I'm a young hispanic male. I have a young white girl tied up and naked in the back seat of my car. I still have my clothes on. This does NOT look good.
I've never had a girl untied so fast in all of my life. Luckily, by the time the cop knocked on our window, she was getting dressed. We both got out of the car and he had me stand by the car while he talked to her. He gave her a stern warning and the usual guilt trip (How would your mother feel?) and sent us on our way. The park was now off limits. To this day, I can't believe we didn't end up in jail that night. Apparently, it's pretty common to catch teens fucking in the parks of Houston.
We only really saw each other on the weekends but we still talked on the phone every night. I consider this my first real extensive kink experience. While we were kids, we learned a lot about what worked and what didn't work. We learned a lot about the basics of kink before I knew about books like SM101 and The Loving Dominant. We learned the basics. Warm-up. Bondage. Safe words. Endorphins. Flying. All of the nifty things that came with being in the community, we learned on our own. We were way to young for the local HPEP group so we did it the hard way - trial and error.
School sucked. My family sucked. But Adam and Kelly made life more bearable in those days. The weekdays belonged to Adam. The weekends belonged to Kelly. Mostly.
Stay tuned my dear friends for next time, I will tell you the story of how loving two people is possible. But don't be under any sort of illusion for I will also tell you how hard it is.
Adam and I fell into a comfortable friendship pretty early on. We were great friends and our friendship was blossoming. I still kept in close contact with my good friends from my previous school and we all hung out regularly. I was around 15 when I started reading the "Interview with the Vampire" series. I also happened to read Anne Rice's "The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty" BDSM series which of course became some of my favorite books. One of my good friends Jake from my old school knew I was really into Anne Rice when he bumped into a young girl named Kelly. She happened to be reading the Anne Rice books. He gave her my number.
Kelly gave me a call one Saturday and told me she knew Jake. She talked about the books and I was immediately interested. She hadn't brought up the Beauty books yet, but she was the only one I knew into the Vampire Chronicles at that time. That first night we talked for hours. We compared notes on other books. We talked movies. We talked TV. It was the beginning of a long and interesting relationship. When I wasn't with Adam, I was talking to Kelly on the phone. When I wasn't there, I was playing hockey. We hadn't officially met yet as neither of us could legally drive and we were still in high school, but we spent more time on the phone than most couples do in real life. I would tell Adam about Kelly and he did his best to feign interest. I learned pretty quick not to bring her up so much around him. Our friendship was still strong but now there was a tension there. I also figured out to not get on the phone with her when he spent the night. The nights that Adam wasn't over, I would fall asleep on the phone with Kelly from us talking all night. Eventually I cautiously approached the subject of the Beauty series. As soon as I did, the conversations changed. They went from vampires and movies to kink. She wasn't as knowledgeable on the subject as I was seeing as how she didn't spend hours on the computer learning, but what she lacked in knowledge she made up for in excitement. When she heard I was kinky, the questions started flying. Up until this moment, I had assumed I was the only one. Sure, I had talked to gay guys on the computer and read stories, but never actually met anyone who was so interested. Even my friend a few years back had only done it on a dare and didn't know anything about it. The beast in me roared to life like a lake of gasoline sparked by a match. I was no longer alone. I was no longer the only one with these dark urges. I had to meet this girl.... We talked about our sexual fantasies endlessly. We were young and untrained in the arts of both love and pain, so we explored without abandon. There was one small catch....both of us had fantasies from the submissive side. Our first meeting didn't take place for a full year after we started talking. It was just after my 16th birthday when I said yes to meeting up with her and my two friends from my old school. Adam opted out. We met at one of the bigger malls in Houston at the food court. I expected a young girl with auburn curly hair, but I really didn't know what to expect in terms of looks. This was after all the days when the internet was still new and not everyone had Facbeook or a Collarme profile. What I found was a really hot young auburn haired girl :) She was a drill team member which kept her in shape. I was floored. Would I ever find a girl like this again? Both kinky and hot? I made my move fast. We dropped her off at her house that night and I kissed her. Seeing as how I was painfully shy, a kiss on a first date for me was a very rare thing indeed. She tasted like strawberry lip gloss. We met on a Saturday. We talked all day on the phone on Sunday. I didn't see Adam again until Monday. He was quiet the whole time I talked about the experience. There was a side of myself I still hid from him and that's my kinky side. To him, it just seemed like I was excited about a pretty girl. To me, I found someone who both accepted and loved my darker side. He didn't understand. He couldn't understand.
The next four months were a period of sexual awakening for me. Moreso than before. I had a girlfriend now and she knew my kink. When we spent time alone together, we would make out for hours. Making out turned into heavy petting. Heavy petting turned into me tying her up and going down on her. That turned into more control games. Exhibitionism. Orgasm denial. It grew and grew. We were children playing at adult games but we took to it like ducks to water. We were on fire with lust and curiosity. Seeing as how we didn't have our own place to play, exhibitionism became our specialty. The park, the mall, a restaurant, there was no were that was off limits. Looking back, it's amazing we were never caught...more than once.
Because I had more knowledge and in general was a more dominant person than her, I took the lead. We tried switching once or twice but it just ended up with me on top anyway. There were rules we developed even early on. She was not allowed to cum without my permission. She had to masturbate to the brink every night but not go past the edge or else she was punished. At times, she would wear a dog's choke chain out in public. People just thought she was a goth or punk of course. I kept the key to the lock with me. When we went on dates, she was to wear a skirt with no panties. Or she would be wearing some and I'd make her take them off in the bathroom. All this before we even had actual sex.
4 months into our relationship, we finally had sex. We were both virgins and my mom was out for the night (as usual). It was of course awkward and not great. It hurt :) Neither of us knew much about the actual act of intercourse so we made several mistakes. Wrong condom size for one so it was painful for both of us. It was nice, but vanilla. We had vanilla sex 3 more times after that, and then blew the doors off of kinky sex. Looking back, I can't remember ever doing it vanilla again.
We grew more and more daring with our kink. We got into rope. We got into bonds. Insertables. Whatever we could afford as teens with retail jobs, we would use. We would sneak into the park behind her house and I would tie her up to the slides and we would fuck like bunnies on Viagra. Then there was the time we got caught. It was a Saturday night, just like any other and we drove to one of our favorite parks. I had her tied up in the back seat and we were in the middle of it when a cop car came racing into the park.
Now, just to put this in context - This is Texas. The Harris County Sherrif's department deputies still wear cowboy hats here. I'm a young hispanic male. I have a young white girl tied up and naked in the back seat of my car. I still have my clothes on. This does NOT look good.
I've never had a girl untied so fast in all of my life. Luckily, by the time the cop knocked on our window, she was getting dressed. We both got out of the car and he had me stand by the car while he talked to her. He gave her a stern warning and the usual guilt trip (How would your mother feel?) and sent us on our way. The park was now off limits. To this day, I can't believe we didn't end up in jail that night. Apparently, it's pretty common to catch teens fucking in the parks of Houston.
We only really saw each other on the weekends but we still talked on the phone every night. I consider this my first real extensive kink experience. While we were kids, we learned a lot about what worked and what didn't work. We learned a lot about the basics of kink before I knew about books like SM101 and The Loving Dominant. We learned the basics. Warm-up. Bondage. Safe words. Endorphins. Flying. All of the nifty things that came with being in the community, we learned on our own. We were way to young for the local HPEP group so we did it the hard way - trial and error.
School sucked. My family sucked. But Adam and Kelly made life more bearable in those days. The weekdays belonged to Adam. The weekends belonged to Kelly. Mostly.
Stay tuned my dear friends for next time, I will tell you the story of how loving two people is possible. But don't be under any sort of illusion for I will also tell you how hard it is.