closing thought of a joyful soul
So yeah, I know I know, its been like a decade since I have written in this thing but honestly I have been to busy and having too much fun to stare at the dull glow of my laptop. I would rather be outside doing something fun or even just having another fun day at work. Things have been going better than they have in a long long time. My days consist of working out morning and night, playing basket/volleyball 4-5 hours a day, working and my new love.....ROCK CLIMBING! There is a sort of freedom in clinging to a wall forty feet up with nothing keeping you up there but your own inner strength and desire. Arms and legs shaking as you try to gather the strength to move higher and push aside the doubts creeping into your mind and then finally, just when its all seems out of reach, you make the perfect move and your at the top and everything seems so simple. All the pain and struggle fades away into distant memory and at that precise moment, everything around you freezes and even though your still clinging to the ledge, your whole body relaxes and the mind goes silent into blissful ignorance.
Besides all that I have had a few good snowball fights, met some awesome new people and am having the time of my life and the best thing about it all... im single and for the first time ever it doesnt bother me to much. Im just doing things for me, and bettering myself everyday. So to anyone reading this, dont just dwell on the possibilities, go out and capture the moment and see how far you can push yourself everyday. Even if you fail once, rememeber there may not always be tomorrow but there is always today to try again :)
Besides all that I have had a few good snowball fights, met some awesome new people and am having the time of my life and the best thing about it all... im single and for the first time ever it doesnt bother me to much. Im just doing things for me, and bettering myself everyday. So to anyone reading this, dont just dwell on the possibilities, go out and capture the moment and see how far you can push yourself everyday. Even if you fail once, rememeber there may not always be tomorrow but there is always today to try again :)