friends

[scumoftheerth]

I think back to all the people I have met and called
friends. I think to all the different circumstances
that brought two totally different people together. i
think to all the situations that pulled us apart. Some
violently, others subtley. Seperated none the less. I
am sad as I remember a certain friend inparticular. My
heart hurts for not being with her. It has been years
since I talked with her. I miss Donna. I saw her in
Facebook tonght and I am just reminded of how much I
care for her. I want to be her friend and support her
and have tried to get a hold of her, yet she has not
returned my calls or emails. It makes me very sad. She
reminds me of another friend whom I have seemingly
been cut-off from. It seems so much like rejection. It
does not cause as much pain that they don't want me,
but that they refuse to recieve and my heart bursts
for them. What should I do? What can I do? My hands
are tied and my heart broken.