Jun 29, 2005 00:13
im back from my cruise .. came back sunday afternoon ... it was so amazing .. i already miss todd, arthur, sara, malcolm, and kevin!!! i will give a massive update about the cruise later on in the week for all those who care ... but for now a small little update
got back sunday came home and unpacked... went to mass then the end of the car wash for relay .. then a CYO meeting .. talked to jessi and kim at the end about whats happened while i was gone ... gotta love those two ...
didnt do much yesterday i was still not feeling to well (got sick saturday night on the cruise) ... just spent the day relaxing .. that night went to SEAS for a vacation bible school meeting ... started to come up with ideas for different things ... cant wait for that to start!! .. after kim patty ashley and my sis went to chateau cafe and just talked about random stuff ... thats one thing i am going to miss next year .. the random things i can talk about with them ... i swear ill be coming home just for a CYO event to see them ... haha ...
today lacey came over to get her camera that been at my house since the party .. teehee.. havent seen that girl in forever!! she stayed for awhile and we talked about stuff thats been going on the past few weeks and why a few people have kinda stopped talking and calling us ... hmmm still cant figure that one out .. but yea .. she looked at the cruise pics then left cause she had to go to work ... tonight i watched princess diaries 2 and now and then ... gotta love that movie ... talked to jessi for awhile about her 'issues' teehee and my lack there of .. haha ... dont know what to tell that girl to help her but i try ... then she asked a question that totally got me off guard ... but i was honest and she is the only one that knows how i feel about that ... shes the one person i can trust with that because she understands ... the main thing i remember from the convo was talking about wondering 'what if' its a thing we both wonder and it getting to us but we have to forget about it all .. things happen for a reason and its hows things are meant to be ... but i guess i will always wonder 'what if' .. but yea jessi is the one girl i can go to with that kinda thing cause she understands and gets it ... i mean dont get me wrong i trust and talk to my other friends too its just somethings i feel better talking about things with her then with them ... and vise versa ... but yea it was a convo that got me thinking ... but things are go the way they are but the thought will alway cross my mind .. 'what if'
so yea heres my favorite scene from 'now and then'
Scott: Roberta?
Roberta: What?
Scott: Why do you think we fight all the time?
Roberta: Just something to do, I guess. Why?
Scott: 'Cause... 'cause I think you are a real nice girl.
Roberta: I always thought you hated me.
Scott: So did I...
Scott: Uh, Roberta, canIkissyou?
Roberta: What are you mumbling?
Scott: Uh, would it be all right... can I kiss you?
ok thats it for now .. ill update about the cruise later
~night
heather