Smiling through the frowns....
Homework is crazy!!! Why did I think I could manage my life?? I have riding lessons, babysitting, work, trying to work extra days for money and my own projects, four online classes, normal life stuff to deal with, blah blah blah.
Seems like there is never enough time for anything anymore even the stuff I already do. I know that I have gone out a few times recently but I am pretty sure that if I had not gone out and had stayed home instead doing only homework I would have gone batty and would now be living as a bridge troll or soem such creature.
I never get enough sleep anymore because there is always somethign happening or I am unwinding from being so wound up from something happening. There is never enough money for the bills that sneak into my life even when I spend on the super consertative side, there is always a problem with things that I plan out even when I check, double check, triple check.
Despite all this, I am very happy with where my life is at. If I didn't push myself so hard I woudn't be so exhausted but I would be dissapointed in myself. If I didn't ever go out and make time with friends I would have more time for homework but i would not grow as a person as I learn more about myself by learning about the ever changing nature of humanity that cannot be understood without contact with other people.
Seems like there is never enough time for anything anymore even the stuff I already do. I know that I have gone out a few times recently but I am pretty sure that if I had not gone out and had stayed home instead doing only homework I would have gone batty and would now be living as a bridge troll or soem such creature.
I never get enough sleep anymore because there is always somethign happening or I am unwinding from being so wound up from something happening. There is never enough money for the bills that sneak into my life even when I spend on the super consertative side, there is always a problem with things that I plan out even when I check, double check, triple check.
Despite all this, I am very happy with where my life is at. If I didn't push myself so hard I woudn't be so exhausted but I would be dissapointed in myself. If I didn't ever go out and make time with friends I would have more time for homework but i would not grow as a person as I learn more about myself by learning about the ever changing nature of humanity that cannot be understood without contact with other people.