great
so, whats new? yup, ashley and i are over. im at a new school. i have a newer car. thats pretty much it.
tonight was one the first night in a helluva long time where i really was like yeah, lets see if we can KILL ourself steve! i didnt try or anything. but i was at that point where i was like walkin to the knife drawer or gettin my car keys kinda situation. im glad i feel this fuckin way
so where do i go from here? situations fucked, and im soooooo goddam lost.
went up to lowell yesterday. it was good to see everyone. another thing im pissed with. im pretty pissed that i cant be up there with you guys, itd make everything a helluva fuckin lot easier on everyone. losta changes. but change can sometimes be a good thing. until next time.
tonight was one the first night in a helluva long time where i really was like yeah, lets see if we can KILL ourself steve! i didnt try or anything. but i was at that point where i was like walkin to the knife drawer or gettin my car keys kinda situation. im glad i feel this fuckin way
so where do i go from here? situations fucked, and im soooooo goddam lost.
went up to lowell yesterday. it was good to see everyone. another thing im pissed with. im pretty pissed that i cant be up there with you guys, itd make everything a helluva fuckin lot easier on everyone. losta changes. but change can sometimes be a good thing. until next time.