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my life has always been about me and being down. people always tell me to 'cheer up' and that 'life will be better'. if they grew up in my hellhole, theyd be singing a different tune. my life has been customized by my horrible childhood and my grandfather raising me. thus combining turns me into the man i am today.
loud
asshole
cold
'scary'
heartless
these are just a few things that ive been called. and dont get me wrong, sometimes i am those things. i just wish things could be different. what most people who know me DONT get is the fact that i HATE the way i am. i HATE IT, every PART. so why write about it? cause it cost me my girlfriend.
thats right, you're reading it correctly.
things in my life are always reversing themselves. if something is good, something bad MUST happen soon, and vice versa. this is one of those costly things. for i lose a wonderful girl. i really do wish things could be different ashley, i truly do. even if you dont believe me. but like i said, its stuff that we both have to think about that made our relationship happy. things we shared.
ive never heard of the word MURR before. wouldnt have even guessed at it.
im sure u wouldve never seen aqua teen or the die hards if i didnt introduce them to you. its stuff like this we considered everyday things that we must think about. we are still friends, which is a good thing.
but i wish things could be different
i wish I could be different
and maybe in time, things will be.
im sorry
loud
asshole
cold
'scary'
heartless
these are just a few things that ive been called. and dont get me wrong, sometimes i am those things. i just wish things could be different. what most people who know me DONT get is the fact that i HATE the way i am. i HATE IT, every PART. so why write about it? cause it cost me my girlfriend.
thats right, you're reading it correctly.
things in my life are always reversing themselves. if something is good, something bad MUST happen soon, and vice versa. this is one of those costly things. for i lose a wonderful girl. i really do wish things could be different ashley, i truly do. even if you dont believe me. but like i said, its stuff that we both have to think about that made our relationship happy. things we shared.
ive never heard of the word MURR before. wouldnt have even guessed at it.
im sure u wouldve never seen aqua teen or the die hards if i didnt introduce them to you. its stuff like this we considered everyday things that we must think about. we are still friends, which is a good thing.
but i wish things could be different
i wish I could be different
and maybe in time, things will be.
im sorry