That Cat's Something I Can't Explain
Dana's new fucktoy has gotten her into threesomes? He must be amazing because I wanted that with her five years ago! Longer! She mentioned it, almost causally. I started to shudder. A thin shiver up my spine, radiating outward until my chest shook. I tried to press for details, but she was headed out. Ah well. I'll see her on Sunday. I might get more details, but I doubt it. I am seriously impressed though. And almost proud. And definitely happy for her. And slightly jealous. More than slightly, to be honest.
It's funny, because right before that she I asked if I was jealous of K and J's relationship. I told her a little of what we talked about in the comments to this entry. Everyone comes in a different level. There's no way I could be jealous of what they share. It's part of why I like them. It's certainly what allowed me engage them in this manner.
But on the other hand, I did feel jealous whenever K kissed the other guy. And clearly I am jealous of Dana's guy. I do feel upset with myself for feeling jealous of Dana's guy, though. I don't have a claim on her. I never will. She is content with being friends, as am I. While I would love for there to be something more, it's never going to happen. Fripp says move on.
It's funny, because right before that she I asked if I was jealous of K and J's relationship. I told her a little of what we talked about in the comments to this entry. Everyone comes in a different level. There's no way I could be jealous of what they share. It's part of why I like them. It's certainly what allowed me engage them in this manner.
But on the other hand, I did feel jealous whenever K kissed the other guy. And clearly I am jealous of Dana's guy. I do feel upset with myself for feeling jealous of Dana's guy, though. I don't have a claim on her. I never will. She is content with being friends, as am I. While I would love for there to be something more, it's never going to happen. Fripp says move on.