Dec 09, 2004 08:45
Having your parents call one of your friends for You should have vanished around the same time fanny packs did. It strikes me as odd that for someone who is so busy with work they sure have ample time to spend yelling obscenities at me. Whatever gets the jollies off I guess. Also, I find it odd that you are yet to take a problem head-on by yourself. Do you like being a puppet? Hold on...My sources say yes. Magic 8 ball has all the answers too. Not just cliche me mommy, and get me fired up daddy. I feel bad that they have to be brought into this game you like playing, and I almost feel bad for yelling back at them. But what they dont realize is that Mr. Roberson (thats me) handles things on his own. They may not be right, but they are my own decisions and of my own accord. There is no philosopher waiting for me back home to tell me where to go. I really want to know who you were really lying to? Me.. Them (fascists dictators and co.) or yourself? Which was it? And for the last time. LEAVE HER THE FUCK OUT OF THIS! She is not why we broke up..its because you tried to do to me what they are doing to you. And you are too often petty, jealous and insecure. But when you were on, you were fucking on. There was a side of you that rocked. But that stopped showing up. Once you started going to them for help. I dont know why you did that. And it troubles me a bit to know that I was just some charity case taken in by your family because I didnt have any money. Haha. My parents make well enough to support me. Id just rather them not. There wont always be there to open the wallet and slip me some dough. And your mom brought up and interesting topic subject last night. The reason you dont stay in committed relationships is because people want your money. Ha ha. Ha hahahahaha. Ha. REDICULOUS. People dont stay with you because of how you act. And of how your family acts. You guys think you are doing someone a favor by letting them stay with you? Or by shelling out money? Why do you think I left? Because I didnt want All your money. Thats so crazy. This is what I am talking about. Kansas folk is crazy.
Victoria, you may never forgive me. But I apologize, sorely. You were too fucking kind. Im so sorry I didnt listen to you. Im soo fucking sorry. This upsets me to lose you in the manner I did. All you tried to do was help me, and let me see the things that werent really there. And to be honest, I didnt believe you. I didnt think they were like that. Fuck me. I was wrong. About you, her, the shitheads. Fuck. Im so sorry. Have a good time with Jeff and Nutcracker. Lates.