Walking down the path one day, I turn and tell you:
Me: This is all to like a movie, Im going to choose the gal pal over you, knowing I shouldnt and I am going to end up losing both of you. Losing her to some petty fight, and losing you because I betrayed you, your trust, and our friendship.
You: ha. You are right. Although, you really shouldnt have to choose.
Me: I know, but you are brought up all the time, she doesnt understand that our friendship is platonic, and we are just friends. I dont want to lose either one of you.
You: Well if she cant understand that, shes really not worth all this trouble.
Me: I know.
Damnit. Why Didnt I listen to you. We both saw this coming. We both knew where it was headed. The dictators and co. had me taken through a fucking spin cycle and I thought I could get out with both of you. Oh, how I was wrong. Sonofabitch, you told me I was pleasing the wrong people. And I wasnt sure if the people you spoke of were the wrong ones. Fuck, you were right. Again. At any rate, Im sorely sorry, I miss talking to you, you were always there no matter what. And you are right, I am petty and you did bite your toungue. I should have just shut the fuck up and listened. You know that conversation took place in March? or April? Somewhere in there. A long time ago we knew that would happen. And yet, I sturggled to save something that was never really reciprocated. What I did would have not been done for me. (Speaking of the one who is blind as a bat, and the hand she holds will forever hold her down.) Fuck Victoria, I am so sorry. For everything. Someday, I will return the favors that you so kindly blessed me with. Thank you. You are fucking magic. I hope Nutcracker is going ok. I hope you and Jeff are having a good time as well. Im sorry once again Victoria. And thank you. For everything.
You: ha. You are right. Although, you really shouldnt have to choose.
Me: I know, but you are brought up all the time, she doesnt understand that our friendship is platonic, and we are just friends. I dont want to lose either one of you.
You: Well if she cant understand that, shes really not worth all this trouble.
Me: I know.
Damnit. Why Didnt I listen to you. We both saw this coming. We both knew where it was headed. The dictators and co. had me taken through a fucking spin cycle and I thought I could get out with both of you. Oh, how I was wrong. Sonofabitch, you told me I was pleasing the wrong people. And I wasnt sure if the people you spoke of were the wrong ones. Fuck, you were right. Again. At any rate, Im sorely sorry, I miss talking to you, you were always there no matter what. And you are right, I am petty and you did bite your toungue. I should have just shut the fuck up and listened. You know that conversation took place in March? or April? Somewhere in there. A long time ago we knew that would happen. And yet, I sturggled to save something that was never really reciprocated. What I did would have not been done for me. (Speaking of the one who is blind as a bat, and the hand she holds will forever hold her down.) Fuck Victoria, I am so sorry. For everything. Someday, I will return the favors that you so kindly blessed me with. Thank you. You are fucking magic. I hope Nutcracker is going ok. I hope you and Jeff are having a good time as well. Im sorry once again Victoria. And thank you. For everything.