You don't know how it feels, to be left out.
hey there. Long time no entry. Two weeks, jeeze doesnt seem that long. I guess I've just been numb and not really having the strong enough feelings to write an entry.
Lifes been pretty crazy around here between school starting (one more week, god help me), my sister being a little bitch, my parents fighting and just overall growing up. I'm not saying it was all bad but I'm not saying it was any fun either.
Is nothing sacred anymore? I feel like my privacy has been majorly invaded. My laptop? Yeah I've caught every single member snooping on it in the past week. My diary? It's been read my my little sister. My bookcases and shelves? They just happen to be looking for something they knew they saw around here somewhere...
Even my ipod has been invaded. I'm finding new little kid music that I know I didnt put on there downloaded. And my music that I'm selfish and not sharing with anyone? Suddently my sister is blasting it over and over and over and OVER again off of youtube. and when I say over again, I mean I'm sick of some of my favorite songs.
I wish I seriously was an only child. I know little siblings are always bad but this is like the next level. She screams, she hits, she smacks and pulls, she sweet talks her way out of everything and like I said above, she has no sence of privacy or personal space.
I'm just so fucking tired. I can't keep up with this life anymore. And it's only getting worse. School is coming, high school. Hello nonestop homework and studying. Oh and thanks mom for signing me up for AP classes without telling me and failing to notify me of the summer assignments until almost the deadline. You're really awesome.
So yeah, theres my little rant.
I'm sunburned, I'm sore, I'm tired and I just want to crawl into a whole and stay there until everyone forgets who I am so I can live in this world without disruption.
Goodnight all, hope everyone's doing better than i am.
Lifes been pretty crazy around here between school starting (one more week, god help me), my sister being a little bitch, my parents fighting and just overall growing up. I'm not saying it was all bad but I'm not saying it was any fun either.
Is nothing sacred anymore? I feel like my privacy has been majorly invaded. My laptop? Yeah I've caught every single member snooping on it in the past week. My diary? It's been read my my little sister. My bookcases and shelves? They just happen to be looking for something they knew they saw around here somewhere...
Even my ipod has been invaded. I'm finding new little kid music that I know I didnt put on there downloaded. And my music that I'm selfish and not sharing with anyone? Suddently my sister is blasting it over and over and over and OVER again off of youtube. and when I say over again, I mean I'm sick of some of my favorite songs.
I wish I seriously was an only child. I know little siblings are always bad but this is like the next level. She screams, she hits, she smacks and pulls, she sweet talks her way out of everything and like I said above, she has no sence of privacy or personal space.
I'm just so fucking tired. I can't keep up with this life anymore. And it's only getting worse. School is coming, high school. Hello nonestop homework and studying. Oh and thanks mom for signing me up for AP classes without telling me and failing to notify me of the summer assignments until almost the deadline. You're really awesome.
So yeah, theres my little rant.
I'm sunburned, I'm sore, I'm tired and I just want to crawl into a whole and stay there until everyone forgets who I am so I can live in this world without disruption.
Goodnight all, hope everyone's doing better than i am.