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I miss Gabby.
I dont miss the hurt she put me through
The denial
The lies
The fake smiles
But I miss how we used to be
Back when we were young and full of freedom
Innocence
I used to think of how amazing it would be to understand the world
I dont think that anymore
Ive only found a small sliver of this place
And it brakes my heart
I listened to the radio this morning,
Shooting in covena, 3 dead
Back up on the 101 2 dead
God forbid we get to work late now
Where has all the good gone?
Its been replaced with this
Hurt
Outrage
Misunderstanding
Cruelty
I want to keep hope
I really do
I just cant find it in me
Someone give me one good reason to keep faith
Can I go home now?
To see my mother?
My father?
My dog?
Tell them Im sorry for everything ive done
I didnt mean it
Or maybe I did
I just want to be young again
This scares me that Im not even that old
I miss my childhood best friend
I’m going home to see my savior
I’m going home, no more to roam
I am just going over Jordan
I am just going over home
I dont miss the hurt she put me through
The denial
The lies
The fake smiles
But I miss how we used to be
Back when we were young and full of freedom
Innocence
I used to think of how amazing it would be to understand the world
I dont think that anymore
Ive only found a small sliver of this place
And it brakes my heart
I listened to the radio this morning,
Shooting in covena, 3 dead
Back up on the 101 2 dead
God forbid we get to work late now
Where has all the good gone?
Its been replaced with this
Hurt
Outrage
Misunderstanding
Cruelty
I want to keep hope
I really do
I just cant find it in me
Someone give me one good reason to keep faith
Can I go home now?
To see my mother?
My father?
My dog?
Tell them Im sorry for everything ive done
I didnt mean it
Or maybe I did
I just want to be young again
This scares me that Im not even that old
I miss my childhood best friend
I’m going home to see my savior
I’m going home, no more to roam
I am just going over Jordan
I am just going over home