40 Days and 40 Nights
That's about the time I have left. Which can't come soon enough :) Well, I am feeling better. For those of you who know me, know that I would never ACTUALLY commit suicide! Anywho I have noticed a pattern. It seems that the ist couple of months of a deployment I get all depressed and shit, then it gets better in the 3rd month, then I am all good the last month, THEN I will be sad to leave!
I went and saw Charlie and The Chocolate Factory two weeks ago. I liked it a lot! I was worried at first, but was impressed. I love Tim Burton just wasn't sure about Johnny Depp. But, I think he played a good Wonka, kept to the ecentric, nutty, sarcastic Wonka I loved in the original movie. The Umpa loopa songs were a bit odd and I couldn't make out a lot of the lyrics, I am hoping it was just the quailty of the speakers at the theater, or lack there of. On a side note, the previews.... So I saw the preview for The Corpe Bride. Oh My God, I bout died! I am so excited to see it!!! Anybody who even barely knows me, know I LOVED The Nightmare Before Christmas!! I hope it is good as it was. I read mixed reviews on Yahoo! Most of the bad stuff wasn't even that bad.
Well, like I said I can't wait to get home. I miss everyone very much. I think about everyone everyday. I know I have upset a couple folks in the past shortly before I left and I apologize for it. I know that an explination is expected, and I honestly can't give one. I have a tendecy to push people away when something comes up, I have a non-confontatioal personality, can't really explain it. I only hope that one day it can be put to rest in the past and we can move on. But if you choose to be mad at me forever, I can't do anything about that. But know that I still love you and think about things we've done and I hope I didn't fuck it up so badly that we can't continue our friendship. I just don't want to loose the friends that took so long to build, my friends are great, would do anything for me, as I would. I know I am rambling, but I feel that this was neccisary.
I am actually having a decent time at work. The people I work with are pretty good. The pace has slowed down a bit, so we are actually able to take a few breaths between planes. I can actually say I had a blast last week! It was me and two other airmen on my team and we just cracked each other up the whole shift.
Well, going to go eat now, peace out!
I went and saw Charlie and The Chocolate Factory two weeks ago. I liked it a lot! I was worried at first, but was impressed. I love Tim Burton just wasn't sure about Johnny Depp. But, I think he played a good Wonka, kept to the ecentric, nutty, sarcastic Wonka I loved in the original movie. The Umpa loopa songs were a bit odd and I couldn't make out a lot of the lyrics, I am hoping it was just the quailty of the speakers at the theater, or lack there of. On a side note, the previews.... So I saw the preview for The Corpe Bride. Oh My God, I bout died! I am so excited to see it!!! Anybody who even barely knows me, know I LOVED The Nightmare Before Christmas!! I hope it is good as it was. I read mixed reviews on Yahoo! Most of the bad stuff wasn't even that bad.
Well, like I said I can't wait to get home. I miss everyone very much. I think about everyone everyday. I know I have upset a couple folks in the past shortly before I left and I apologize for it. I know that an explination is expected, and I honestly can't give one. I have a tendecy to push people away when something comes up, I have a non-confontatioal personality, can't really explain it. I only hope that one day it can be put to rest in the past and we can move on. But if you choose to be mad at me forever, I can't do anything about that. But know that I still love you and think about things we've done and I hope I didn't fuck it up so badly that we can't continue our friendship. I just don't want to loose the friends that took so long to build, my friends are great, would do anything for me, as I would. I know I am rambling, but I feel that this was neccisary.
I am actually having a decent time at work. The people I work with are pretty good. The pace has slowed down a bit, so we are actually able to take a few breaths between planes. I can actually say I had a blast last week! It was me and two other airmen on my team and we just cracked each other up the whole shift.
Well, going to go eat now, peace out!