I wish I was...homeward bound...

[scrubbinbubbles]

I am super depressed today. So much so that I don't feel like leaving to go eat, don't want to call David, thought about slitting my wrists. Not that I would actually commit suicide, it just seems like it would be an easier option sometimes. I am tired of being away from my home, family, friends, etc and working for people I despise. I have

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[rock_drummer]

Sorry it sucks so bad now, but at least it's not too terribly long till your EAS. Wish that was me so close :-) Good luck on the outside, and keep your head up for your remainder. You've done an awesome thing in your time in. Actually something to let you know that may lift your head some is that I've mentioned you to other Marines around me before. I've never used your name but when a conversation comes up about someone thinking gays in the military is stupid, I say that I know of a great guy that is gay and does an excellent job in the Air Force. I stand my ground no matter the company I'm in, I'm proud Jimmy keep it up!

[scrubbinbubbles]

Thank you for the words of encouragement! It means a lot. I know I am going home soon, that helps too. I am not bothered by the fact that I am gay, just the fact that someone would pick up on it so quickly. I'd like to think that I am not a flamer. Pretty much everyone I work with thinks that I am str8, but they are dumb anyway, the way they talk about gay people, it makes me mad. But anywho, I know what it's like to leave someone you love so much back in the states. It gets a little easier each time you get deployed... Also, the time will go by pretty quickly, I promise! Well if you ever see a pallet that says ADA on it, I may have helped get it there and the add on armour on your hummer, I may have pushed it :) Well take care, keep your head low and see you when you get back, we'll go out and grab some beers, share war stories!