Jun 12, 2006 18:59
One of my great friends, and also one of my most favorite people in the world came to town a while ago...and I got to hang out with her for a few days.
Then, on her way home to go see a play (only to come back for her son's Dr.'s appointment the next day) she calls me, practically in tears - over you.
Go figure.
How could you? How could you still be doing the things you did in high school - to the one person in the WORLD who has stood by you, through your bullshit, gave you a son, and loved you with all of her being? It just doesn't make sense.
Seriously..."I don't know why I do it." just doesn't cut it.
High school - okay...whatever - high school is a joke, anyways. But, she is your FIANCE! Your SON'S MOTHER! And you have RESPONSIBILITIES to them and to yourself now!
IT IS TIME TO GROW UP, SIR.
After spending an hour on the phone with her - while you were there in the car as we talked about you - you can't imagine how hard I had to restrain myself when I met you guys at the mall for lunch.
I wanted to kill you.
You know, I didn't even want to kill you when you did this to me - because I can now understand brushing off your best friend, since it was a pretty one-sided friendship on your part, anyways...but doing it to your fiance, and mother of your child, not to mention to your SON?!
What the fuck?! How can you even think any of the shit you are pulling is OKAY!? Oh, how I wish you could get a taste of your own medicine...but I know it wouldn't even affect you, because you would just have another booty call lined up, JUST IN CASE.
You are so callus.
You are so cold.
You are so stubborn.
You are so full of shit.
You DO NOT DESERVE HER.
SHE does not deserve to be treated this way. (But she is)
SHE does not have to put up with your shit. (But she does.)
SHE does not have to let you see your son. (But she does.)
SHE does not need anymore reason to doubt you. (But she does.)
SHE will not be able to trust you until you prove yourself trustworthy.
You're such a dick.
You're such a moron.
You're such an asshole.
You're just like high school - a joke.