Its been a while.........
But i feel like i should update....
I'm living in the UK now...have been for 4 months... and i love it here.
i think things are slowly coming into reality though. like, i'm actually starting to feel like i live here now, as opposed to a reeeeeeeeally long holiday.
Sometimes i feel like im standing back and just watching my life from afar. its really strange... its like i'm living it, but it doesnt seem real. i dont know how else to explain it.
I think I need to find out who I am. Because to be honest, im not really that sure.
You know what I would love to do? i would love to just cut loose from everything and just travel around the uk and europe, either on my own or with a couple of friends. (eg. trish, em, candi etc)
I feel so....held down over here.
You know, its like, I move overseas, to england, and i go straight into work, straight into paying taxes and straight into grocery shopping and rent paying. i just feel like im 22 years old, and i wanna check this country out!!! i want to be irresponsible and bugger around for a while just being me and not worrying and learning and seeing sites and just LIVING.
but i cant afford it. so i will have to work, have to save up for the million things i have to save up for already (eg mortgage, return flights to aus, new car, etc.)
I know I cant predict the future, but why on earth do i have this warning feeling going on inside me? Almost like right now is the calm before everything BLOWS.
Just read that Rod has gotten married, CONGRATS HONEY!!!!!!!!
Its soo great to see good things happening to good people.
anyway, if you're interested in where i work, check out www.thebreathgroup.co.uk.
Things with James and I are still great. He's truelly the most amazing guy I have ever met. I dont think there are any words to express how kind and caring his heart is. not just towards me, but towards his friends and mates, towards his work colleagues...just towards everyone. He's amazing.
so i'll chatcha later.
SJ
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
I'm living in the UK now...have been for 4 months... and i love it here.
i think things are slowly coming into reality though. like, i'm actually starting to feel like i live here now, as opposed to a reeeeeeeeally long holiday.
Sometimes i feel like im standing back and just watching my life from afar. its really strange... its like i'm living it, but it doesnt seem real. i dont know how else to explain it.
I think I need to find out who I am. Because to be honest, im not really that sure.
You know what I would love to do? i would love to just cut loose from everything and just travel around the uk and europe, either on my own or with a couple of friends. (eg. trish, em, candi etc)
I feel so....held down over here.
You know, its like, I move overseas, to england, and i go straight into work, straight into paying taxes and straight into grocery shopping and rent paying. i just feel like im 22 years old, and i wanna check this country out!!! i want to be irresponsible and bugger around for a while just being me and not worrying and learning and seeing sites and just LIVING.
but i cant afford it. so i will have to work, have to save up for the million things i have to save up for already (eg mortgage, return flights to aus, new car, etc.)
I know I cant predict the future, but why on earth do i have this warning feeling going on inside me? Almost like right now is the calm before everything BLOWS.
Just read that Rod has gotten married, CONGRATS HONEY!!!!!!!!
Its soo great to see good things happening to good people.
anyway, if you're interested in where i work, check out www.thebreathgroup.co.uk.
Things with James and I are still great. He's truelly the most amazing guy I have ever met. I dont think there are any words to express how kind and caring his heart is. not just towards me, but towards his friends and mates, towards his work colleagues...just towards everyone. He's amazing.
so i'll chatcha later.
SJ
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox