am tipsy, and listening to Band of Horses.
i don't listen to a lot of music that i love a lot in succession. i love my music that i love.
therefore i don't listen to it much. if that makes any sense?
i like to leave it for a really long time - then i put it on, after drinking a few white wines, with people that have never listened to it before. i become nostalgic, because i hold attachments to each song. others just listen. or talk. either way, i listen and hold in each lyric and memory that holds to me some deep memory or feeling. i sit there, and they don't understand why i feel so. but to me, it's amazing.
never mind.
i guess alcohol influences too much of the mind... especially now.
i'm sitting here, in my own little world.
i read an old message from him. i didn't really know how much it affected me...but it did. i hate crying so much.
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