I got what I wanted.
what did I want? People to leave me alone and let me feel better. I have to say my plan helped. I am not as depressed as I was but I still get my moments but not as frequent. At Work I can stick up for myself and do my work. Now that I don't have people that use me for my belongings or pester me for not being a optimistic fag, I can move on and enjoy the lifestyle I lead with noone to bother me.
one thing that has surprised me is I haven't touched a video game in like 2 weeks. I am not giving them up but I am distanting myself from games for a while. To get the gamer feeling back into action.However remaining happy how wii is going to STOMP ps3 flat like the POS that it is makes me happy, I may not get a wii though, because I own too much as it is and not enough room for everything not only that I am really thinking of saying good bye to the gaming world just because its the same ol running around like a jack ass and either,shooting,slashing and other stuff BUT if I do give up on the gaming today, I will still play the Godly NES.
Who needs personal friends that fuck you hardcore and steal from you when you have these beautys to come home to.
So yeah, no one bothers me now I think it is better that way. No one to hurt me,no one to make me feel lower than dirt and Lastly no one to tell me if I am right or wrong. My friend Andy comes over like every other day but personally I think he just comes over to play the games, thats it but sometimes we are competitive and play Guilty Gear X for DC or SouL caliber and sometimes we play fun games together like Gunstar Heroes and Contra. We haven't played anything in a couple weeks though,doesn't bother me though.
and if I ever found the person who stole my mega man X collection they will get the biggest beat down ever, you steal from me, the demons will unleashed and you better run the fuck away or else you'll feel my wrath.
well I am done writing for now.
one thing that has surprised me is I haven't touched a video game in like 2 weeks. I am not giving them up but I am distanting myself from games for a while. To get the gamer feeling back into action.However remaining happy how wii is going to STOMP ps3 flat like the POS that it is makes me happy, I may not get a wii though, because I own too much as it is and not enough room for everything not only that I am really thinking of saying good bye to the gaming world just because its the same ol running around like a jack ass and either,shooting,slashing and other stuff BUT if I do give up on the gaming today, I will still play the Godly NES.
Who needs personal friends that fuck you hardcore and steal from you when you have these beautys to come home to.
So yeah, no one bothers me now I think it is better that way. No one to hurt me,no one to make me feel lower than dirt and Lastly no one to tell me if I am right or wrong. My friend Andy comes over like every other day but personally I think he just comes over to play the games, thats it but sometimes we are competitive and play Guilty Gear X for DC or SouL caliber and sometimes we play fun games together like Gunstar Heroes and Contra. We haven't played anything in a couple weeks though,doesn't bother me though.
and if I ever found the person who stole my mega man X collection they will get the biggest beat down ever, you steal from me, the demons will unleashed and you better run the fuck away or else you'll feel my wrath.
well I am done writing for now.