Mar 13, 2006 21:25
So yesterday I felt something for just the briefest of moments. I was in my car, wearing normal clothes of my choice, with no classes to be at. No time to waste staring at the wall absorbing pointless information. I was on my way to film some of the costume painting. And I realized that this is what my life might be like. Freedom. Working outdoors, and traveling. Filming and meeting new people.
I want to leave so bad. I will miss everyone, and there have been some good times, but I just can't take it anymore.
I want to go out and do something important. I want to just complete something worthwhile. I need to give some meaning and purpose to my life. Sooner or later, I might find it. Who knows?