Why am I living
My dad is currently not speaking to me, due to I "complained" about something. We have firewood outside, due to having a fireplace. I chopped wood all summer, all winter and I am plain sick of seeing wood.
I was sitting at this computer and he said "go and get some wood". Normally he would be joking and would later say that he would help me. I said, "yeah right", but wiht a funny tone behind it. He said, "alright, well have one tomorrow." I thought cool, I can bring some in tomorrow. As any family member would say about me, i would have done it. I might complain, but I would do it.
So, about 5-6 minutes later, he decides that he is going to be mad and bring in some wood. I went over to the door to grab it from him, and he said "I don't want you help, I don't need you at all". I was SOOO PISSED when he said that. So, I go into my room to gather some thoughts about the situation. I come out of my room like 30 minutes later, and apologize. Does anyone know how hard it is to say sorry for doing nothing wrong? Thats why it took me so long to think about it.
When I enter the living room to say sorry, he doesn't even listen to me. I tried to explain, but he kept yelling at me. I threw up my arms and said, "I'm done with this". I go into my room and don't come out for the rest of the night. I picked my classes for next year, and I did some homework. After that, I read a little bit of "Catcher in the Rye". Good book if I do say so myself.
So, yeah, him and I haven't talked since yesterday about 5:00. Life is horrid, considering I live with him and my mother. It seems as if he doesn't even want to talk to me at all, nor does he want to come into contact with me. Why the hell should I live if my own father doesn't want anything to do with me. Maybe I can end all of his problems and just leave. I can find somewhere to go, as I have almost $500 in the bank. I would have to find a ob, which could be hard at my age. Not to mention, I can't drive yet.
Someone help me out, and tell me what to do!
I was sitting at this computer and he said "go and get some wood". Normally he would be joking and would later say that he would help me. I said, "yeah right", but wiht a funny tone behind it. He said, "alright, well have one tomorrow." I thought cool, I can bring some in tomorrow. As any family member would say about me, i would have done it. I might complain, but I would do it.
So, about 5-6 minutes later, he decides that he is going to be mad and bring in some wood. I went over to the door to grab it from him, and he said "I don't want you help, I don't need you at all". I was SOOO PISSED when he said that. So, I go into my room to gather some thoughts about the situation. I come out of my room like 30 minutes later, and apologize. Does anyone know how hard it is to say sorry for doing nothing wrong? Thats why it took me so long to think about it.
When I enter the living room to say sorry, he doesn't even listen to me. I tried to explain, but he kept yelling at me. I threw up my arms and said, "I'm done with this". I go into my room and don't come out for the rest of the night. I picked my classes for next year, and I did some homework. After that, I read a little bit of "Catcher in the Rye". Good book if I do say so myself.
So, yeah, him and I haven't talked since yesterday about 5:00. Life is horrid, considering I live with him and my mother. It seems as if he doesn't even want to talk to me at all, nor does he want to come into contact with me. Why the hell should I live if my own father doesn't want anything to do with me. Maybe I can end all of his problems and just leave. I can find somewhere to go, as I have almost $500 in the bank. I would have to find a ob, which could be hard at my age. Not to mention, I can't drive yet.
Someone help me out, and tell me what to do!