down and out

[scottieeg]

I would of never guess after having such a wonderful end to senior year that life would be so shitty. I have no clue what to do. I am so sad lately. I can't even just be sad when you call because I cant handle the questions you ask, "Are you ok?" and "what’s wrong?". Can’t I just be upset and cry. SO yeah..................................... I don't get this one more thing to be confused about:

What’s going on between us. I hate this up in the air stuff. Its so crazy.....EEERRRRRRRRrrrr

Well anyways I got a bunch of shit to do.

-Scott