Sep 24, 2005 15:50
Everything is so fucking stupid. I can’t stand breathing anymore. I can't do things that I want to because there might be someone trying to fuck up my car or someone coming after me. I don't get this........What did i ever do. I mean i mad plenty of mistakes in life, but honestly..... I don't get this. I even started putting you way before me and its just going down hill. I guess that’s it. I guess life’s so stupid. I guess I’m not worth it. I guess I am not worth people being nice to. Honestly what have I REALLY done to you!!!! to all of you. DID I REALLY FUCK UP YOUR LIFES THAT BAD THAT YOU HAVE TO KILL ME. YOU’RE KILLING ME, EATING MY HEART OUT, yep that’s what your doing and you don’t even notice it. Well whatever. I don't get this life anymore. Life is just done. Is it even worth me breathing anymore? Is it? What should I do....I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t get it. But if I die in the next few days don’t worry its ok if you don’t go visit me at my grave, its ok.... I don't need you to be there, I will be ok, don’t worry about me. I’m done, but I don’t even know what i am done with. That’s all, I don’t even get the point in posting this. It’s not worth it.
Life sucks
And I think I just realized I don’t care who you are, I am going to take care of this….. You have no right to break my car windows, take my cd player, hit me, prank call me, or make me go crazy think about when you could do something. Don’t worry, Wednesday all the papers will be in. And my lawyer is cool too.
I am not taking anyone’s shit anymore!
-Scott