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God damn does loneliness hurts, and it upsets me that no matter how much logic I throw at it, it still is so very painful. I am upset at the fact that I’m at my happiest with someone else, I should be able to do all this on my own, but at the end of the day, loneliness hurts.
This end of a relationship will be good for me. His heart wasn’t in it like mine was, nor did he actually seem to care about me in the end. I will be able to focus on studies rather then trying to make him happy, that is good. I’m a strong person, but loneliness still hurts.
I’m trying to find happiness when ever I can, focus on those things that make me smile, count my blessings, but oh man does loneliness hurts.
This end of a relationship will be good for me. His heart wasn’t in it like mine was, nor did he actually seem to care about me in the end. I will be able to focus on studies rather then trying to make him happy, that is good. I’m a strong person, but loneliness still hurts.
I’m trying to find happiness when ever I can, focus on those things that make me smile, count my blessings, but oh man does loneliness hurts.