Oct 27, 2004 15:19
halloween you say? hhmmm.
i think i can measure the banality of my life by how much tv i now watch on a semi-obsessed regular basis.
i'm getting my hair done on monday and when i called up to make the appointment i'm like 'i stilll get the student discount, right?" and the woman's like 'uuhh, that finished but what's your limit/budget?' and i said like 120 and she was like well ok we'll do it for you for 130sth and that measn you'll be getting like a 50 buck discount, is that OK?" i was like damn, i feel like such a tight arse. even though i think 130 is still a lot for just roots and a couple of foils.
i saw that film summersault last week. it was beautiful and sad and warm and she kept a scrap book of little things like snowflake cut outs, like me.
i'm completely paralysed. i feel like i can't plan for the future. when is this going to stop happening? i want to live in one place for more than one year. just for a while. i'm in a mood where i can only see badness in the future.